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OOC-THING [18 Apr 2006|01:01am]
OOC: I need Harry or Harry+Ron for an scene (Preferably the two, or three with Hermione, together, for reasons you should later understand. But Harry must be there). The sooner the better so not to break the timeline. Use this entry to contact me (comment in here).
Let's set here a time, day and hour, so we can do this :)

Looking forwards your soon response!
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Notice [10 Apr 2006|11:11pm]

Residues of Sectusempra.
Believed not poisonous.
If found, owl Draco Malfoy with information,
or contact at Slytherin Common Room or Great Hall.
Reward given.


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Steal from the Vile [05 Apr 2006|07:24pm]
Because people like those who are full of tricks have the sources of inspiration, apparently. We, good-natured people, wittily just take what is needed for our purposes. And the things those so-said no-darkarts users do some times exceed the expectations of somebody as cultured in the ways and manner as me.

Someone like the Dark Lord.
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I'm not afraid of you. [04 Apr 2006|12:55am]
Talking about disturbing dreams.

The thing is postponed until when it stops being postponed. I have had a difficult night.
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I hate *him* for his infatuation with the muggles. [03 Apr 2006|10:07am]
[ mood | devious ]

Because...Collapse )

Weasley, I don't care what Weasley right now, I say it again: My Father didn't like working either yet he did to sustain his family's needs, instead of following a disgraceful muggle infatuation.

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Potter Update [30 Mar 2006|10:05pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Let it be noted Potter was absent during Double Potions. He must have wanted to make it odder by missing the class of his new favorite pet-teacher Slughorn. As if nobody would have noticed had Slughorn not called his name a hopeful quantity of seven times.

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As they say, snake on a plane. [29 Mar 2006|01:44am]
[ mood | aggravated ]

What are you, some kind of trap? Wasn't too smart, they forget I'm a wizard; so the thing is now in a cage. I expect it came though the pipes or maybe it was tamed, it didn't put up too much of a fight. 'Doesn't look like the magical type either. But, a noble creature, imposes fear. Coming to think of it, this might be what is missing of my attitudinal looks, the moment I know if this thing bites. (A Befriending Potion would come in handy. 'Don't want Potter to get any smart ideas.)

Quidditch Game against Gryffindor next week. November the 7th. Bloody hell how I hate the snow.

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Paranoid [22 Mar 2006|10:30pm]
[ mood | poking a hole in my stomach ]

Mother should understand keeping it around would drive anybody insane. My late birthday present, how unfitting to buy me a sneakscope. The chattering, the sound of shoes hitting the floor, the noise of somebody's pet mice - everything sounds like bloody whistling! And I stop to look and feel for the sound of somebody else's when I mistake it with my own, wondering if it all is just a figment of my imagination or a character in a dream. This is ridiculous.

When I want something it will be when I want to want something, not because of an outside circumstance.

[PRIVATE to Slytherins]Disregarding for the time being Potter's untrue statements about me following him around or my "twisted logic" as if I would take the time to knock sense into a hopeless case like Potter, I disgress, check that last paragraph which I think you will find most intertaining; it's time.[/PRIVATE]

Music: I don't listen to that much music but if you should know, I'm reading a book, Shredding Light Over the Dark Arts. If only we had this kind of textbooks for Defense Against Dark Arts.

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Me? Harldy envious. But fitting. 'Had to be a muggleborn mudblood [20 Mar 2006|05:04am]
[ mood | Revollution High ]

"In essense, it's wrongly thought our society as perceived nowadays is intolerant to critic and extremely jealous of people who prove to be smarter than them in culturally exams that pretty much lack of worth for true intelligence testing. Not to say the person himself doesn't have potential. But what proves most interesting of investigation is that a social character isn't hated for being smart, but for concealing in its very conception an unspoken accusation that one isn't as smart as they, the smart, are. The demand of such egocentric character inhibites the potential of these other people. So-said inhibited by shame, fuelled by resentment."
- Zircon Marjoribanks, Of the Ravenclaw House and the Envious (Daily Prophet 19/03/1999)

Heard that, Mudblood!

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Bloody technicality [18 Mar 2006|06:41pm]
[ mood | sick ]

What's being "good" anyways? "Procur that your hands are never tainted with the blood of no being or person who isn't yourself." Then what about mosquitos when they suck your blood? I kill them, my own blood is in my hands. It's that simple.

And now I find out I have been watched my every move. What do I care for privacy right now? Might as well not even try having personal affairs.

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At the bottom of a pitless boredom - contradiction? [16 Mar 2006|02:29am]
[ mood | don't make me laugh ]

Different from Weasley, I would be little worried about a wizard whose very hands and other such areas of their physics touch those of a mudblood 's loyalties. But I would like to know what he is going on about here (uncanny how I don't need making an effort to spark their interest.) OK, listen here. To work on an area like this is, a new challenge, yes, and needs of specialization of other kinds.

I'm going to the 5th floor tonight.

[PRIVATE to Nott]It'll have to wait until after the 1st Quidditch match[/PRIVATE]

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What's worth the effort any more?! [14 Mar 2006|02:01am]
[ mood | Past the 20 entries ]

The once safest place in the Wizarding World, not even the Dark Lord could ever cross though, it was I who did it. It wasn't the Dark Lord to break into Hogwarts security, it wasn't my Father who devised a way for it. It wasn't the Dark Lord who cornered Dumbledore. I did, I opened a breach into what it was the Ministry's unbreakable fortress. I did; not Snape, not my Father, not Voldemort. Then WHY am I stuck here? Why must I be treated like a common student, to be walking past the other students and participate in a Muggle Studied work?! Why I'm hidding where people want my blood?! Why, I'm allowed once more here and nothing changed and why Mother does not trust my capacity? Why am I forced to stay like this

[PRIVATE]It was so easy. The body just fell, lifeless, like a doll. Why it should be different for me? I could have done it.[/PRIVATE]

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[FRIENDS ONLY] Harry Potter & the Dark Arts [10 Mar 2006|05:05pm]
[FRIENDS ONLY(SLYTHERINS)] So that's what Horcruxes are.

An antique way to divide our being into several pieces with the purpose to make at least one of them invulnerable to distruction. But hear this; it's labelled under Dark Arts. Aparently you sustain a new being with the life of another person. Potter is involved with the Dark Arts, after so much dissing of them.

But my information is unsufficient. The restricted section of the Library barely mentions it at all - it was hardly worth standing Granger to desguise my purposes. I'm having another chat tonight.[/FRIENDS ONLY]
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Top Five Irks [08 Mar 2006|09:46pm]
[ mood | predatory ]

Weasley's only hobby and life seems to revolve around giving me names each time lamer. What's next, Malfuction? Maladroit? Malady...??

McGonagall is at my tail like an angry cat for every day I miss making an update here, because the condition for me to stay at Hogwarts was to take part in this Muggle Studies journal project for the rest of the year and pass. Can't I just say a bunch of Gryffindors ambushed me last night when I was on my way to make an update?

Speaking of professors, today's major irk isn't Defense Against Dark Arts, but the Flying Instructor. I better be wrong about the gossips I hear because I swear that'll be the last straw, and I will know why Granger was so interested.

I haven't seen her in days, not ever since I tried contact her last. In essense, I'm in no immediate need to meet her, but I don't like the silence. Plus, I have an exploratory task for her. Maybe I will ask Zabini for the password.

And Potter. Even if he isn't even around he manages to annoy and perturb me deeply.

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Of Disturbing Dreams... [07 Mar 2006|12:53pm]
[ mood | Unreasonable ]

Is it too much to ask that mubloods' doings doesn't extend to my head and thoughts at that time of the day! But of course, such cruelty is positively of the gravity of a curse ( Dark Arts ) to torment some poor soul with actions of their wicked minds. They want to break into my mental sanity, that they do!

What's even more infuriating, it has left me in the right mood all day, off on the wrong foot and it's only Midday. Little can help me shake this fool mood, but I feel cursing the balls out of Potter would come pretty close.

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'Have been busy doing nothing [06 Mar 2006|03:05am]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

Zabini is getting on my nerves. "McGonagall this, McGonagall that." I don't expect nor I care that my prefect privilegies were given to somebody else, namely said Slytherin debauchee Zabini, after last year. It was a reasonable loss. But he isn't even using his new given powers on something matterable.
What a waste.

I have a Weasley on my back, and a mislead farce locked on McGonagall's office, and an epidemy of a Granger Syndrome. Let's not forget our favorite hero's girlfriend whinning because said hero is missing. It's only a matter of time Hogwarts is attacked. Why, here all people care is about exams and snogging!

But I'm starting to get it why people feel "safe" here. It's because the Chosen One is at Hogwarts. They think Potter is protecting them, pathetic! So I should feel safe because Potter is in the building?!

I really hope Granger goes first.

What I fantasize about is a future where supremacy of blood acquires it real weight, where the major participation those of impure blood or those who defied us was the role of public service, and of having Potter as slave doing my bidding. It's my birth right. Well, the part where Potter is my slave is more a favorable bonus.

Think of it logically; a wizarding society embracing muggle borns force our culture to mix to that of them. The bestiality of the muggle world is the pollution of the wizarding society. Without muggle-borns there's no muggle-ing in our culture, ergo, it's an uncorrupted zone, ergo, it's a better place.

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Sticking Charm Lipstick Gloss can only explain something so gross. [04 Mar 2006|02:17am]
[ mood | *gags* ]

Is it that NO ONE knows the concepts of private and public life in this wizarding school any more?! For the love of Merlin! I don't think that's even allowed in any area of Hogwarts nor that it should, whatever they were doing. What's more irritating, the Quidditch Pitch; they have intruded on the last refuge, the last sanctuary of sanity in this school! After a day of painstaking, diligent work, THEY are there, dishonoring the place of practice and game, and ruining my day with their repugnant, eye-offending display. I don't have to be an avid fanatic, that's just... improper! Awful! Uneducated fools, breathing each other's oxygen. And I got my pants soaked with snow! 'Don't think they even noticed. How disgraceful can they be...
I'm nauseated.

Potter. I'm killing you.

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last entry was foreshadowing a despicable weekend, and it was right [03 Mar 2006|06:20am]
[ mood | devious ]

Have I mentioned I have to finish this essay to hand in on a weekend day! Petty teachers giving sermons, I being forced to stay unexpelled, Goyle's snores not letting me sleep at 5am, then another row for language in my journal, and that was not half the pack.

[FRIENDS ONLY]First on Friday, little Granger Mudblood dared put a finger on me, again. Pity putting her under Crucio was out of question. Then on Saturday, Weasley Princess tried to put an scene like that, but I saw to it that she regretted it.

Detention, once more, turned degradating. House elf work, that's what it is. Earlier I had an encounter with second-to-his-sister Weasley. That was before meeting with McGonagall.

And Potter is having his little hopes defeating the Dark Lord while he hides under McGongall skirt (pardon the pun for my mental sanity) getting lessons on how to defeat the Dark Lord?! What's he trying to pull?

You know, now Snape isn't in charge of the Potion Closet, it feels like the right time to break in and make few concoctions. Now if only we could get Potter out from his shelter.[/FRIENDS ONLY]

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Intrigued and Triggered. [01 Mar 2006|01:11am]
[ mood | and yet... ]

Today a new family just knocked on the doors of the castle, asking the Headmistress to let them hide here. What's so safe about Hogwarts anyways? I have proved for one it is all but myth and yet they keep coming running away from the Dark Lord. The creatures of the forest have even fled from the place, aparently. It sounds deserted and the trees are dying, I heard that thick half-giant telling somebody else.

'Haven't yet decided if this entry is going to be private or friend-locked or public, it really just makes no sense any more. Something has become obvious to me and it's that McGonagall can read though these entries and isn't amused at being called a hag or having her pupils be imaginative about her relationship with other students, though I have repeatedly told her that was not my fault either.

So much for Pansy and Blaise doing this. I haven't seen them make not ONE update. I do feel like a bloody fool, caring about dumb school muggle studies grades when there's a war out there, and when my father is in prison, and my lord might want to contact me. Not every bloody owl is intercepted like on our 5th year and there's other ways, but I only receive some news from Mothers and each more vague than the last.

And here I am, though as pointless as I know it is, updating this journal again and while writing the Chameleon Ghouls essay.

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Or is it "enmity"? Only, Potter and I aren't best mates. [27 Feb 2006|12:40am]
[ mood | ...sociopaths unite ]

And once more, solidarity of a community is found whilst there's a common enemy.

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